I know it was a major fail for me not to get into the class 4 (the better class) in a test I had two weeks ago.. BUT! last weeks series of tests have scored me a place in 3A (the better class)!! I couldn't believe it. My friends that have ALWAYS, ALWAYS scored better than me in the test, were put into class 3B - which they commented on today that their lecture wasn't difficult at all. All I could say was, mine was fairly difficult! I couldn't handle the pace of the lecture, but it just means that it's more of a challenge. Overall, I'm so proud of myself. Being the Asian that I am, when I was with alll my friends who got into the lower class.. I just didn't bring it up. BUT ONLINE teheheh SUCKED IN BITCHES I AM NUMERO UNO!
That is all.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
breaking news!
So even though I'm here in the land of the rising sun, my tomatoe sauces have been informing me about the happenings back home.
Apparently they smashed this guy nobody likes, which I didn't really like to begin with. By smash, I mean they went to this night club where he was at and several guys beat up this one guy. I feel bad but yehey!
The guy who instigated the fight was my best friend. ARgH!
He called me early this morning to tell me the 'good news', while still hung over.
I just felt sorry for the guy they beat up. I know who my best friend's friends are and they're really scary. I don't hang around them or remotely talk to them. I try not to look at them when they're around. They're those type of people that will beat the shit out of you if you give them even a false sense of evil looks in their direction.
I was told they broke his nose, and majorly fucked him up.
That's just..hardcore
His girlfriend messaged me to tell me the news and she was upset, but I cheered her up and told her most people wanted to get him anyway. Even this guy who was the most innocent guy you could ever meet, punched him square in the face.
[victory dance~] :)
Apparently they smashed this guy nobody likes, which I didn't really like to begin with. By smash, I mean they went to this night club where he was at and several guys beat up this one guy. I feel bad but yehey!
The guy who instigated the fight was my best friend. ARgH!
He called me early this morning to tell me the 'good news', while still hung over.
I just felt sorry for the guy they beat up. I know who my best friend's friends are and they're really scary. I don't hang around them or remotely talk to them. I try not to look at them when they're around. They're those type of people that will beat the shit out of you if you give them even a false sense of evil looks in their direction.
I was told they broke his nose, and majorly fucked him up.
That's just..hardcore
His girlfriend messaged me to tell me the news and she was upset, but I cheered her up and told her most people wanted to get him anyway. Even this guy who was the most innocent guy you could ever meet, punched him square in the face.
[victory dance~] :)
my first time
I did it. Couldn't believe it. Kind of strange to be honest.
I hooked up with a random guy and he asked me to top him.
I don't even know if I am a top or a bottom or a gay. hoho.
Couldn't get it inside of him cuz I was half hard,
so he made me lay down and he got on top of me.
in the matter of a few minutes, he came with no hands!!
He was so into it,
I kept asking myself if I'm in him at the time!
cuz my mind could tell i wasn't even that hard,
let alone thinking there was no organ connecting our bodies together,
just an oversize man panting on top of me.
He started getting dressed, and I was still laying on the bed asking him,
"is that it????"
O_O and made my way home.
I didn't even know when it started, nor when it supposedly ended.
I hooked up with a random guy and he asked me to top him.
I don't even know if I am a top or a bottom or a gay. hoho.
Couldn't get it inside of him cuz I was half hard,
so he made me lay down and he got on top of me.
in the matter of a few minutes, he came with no hands!!
He was so into it,
I kept asking myself if I'm in him at the time!
cuz my mind could tell i wasn't even that hard,
let alone thinking there was no organ connecting our bodies together,
just an oversize man panting on top of me.
He started getting dressed, and I was still laying on the bed asking him,
"is that it????"
O_O and made my way home.
I didn't even know when it started, nor when it supposedly ended.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Spontaneous
Yesterday during work lunch break, I was sitting in the cafeteria with my mom chatting with her friends, and then one of them asks me if I am taking my computer. There I was about to respond with a Yes I Am~ when my mom butts in and replies "nah he's not taking his current laptop there, I'm going to buy him a new one".
At that moment I was pretty confused.I know my parents current financial situation and my costly year long holiday in another country approaching in less than 5 days, so I didn't know why they offered to buy me a new computer. Though, like any reasonably sane person, who was I to reject their offer or complain about it?
The following day my mom and I at lunch break decided that we'll go visit the computer store after work. I know I told myself I wouldn't do overtime for the last two days at work before I quit, but my mom was stuck training the engineers for another hour and I was stuck waiting for her, so yay to a little extra cash that I initially refused. I actually have never seen her training engineers before but I thought it was neat, though I felt bad disturbing her lecture and cutting her slideshow short.
Surprisingly, purchasing the laptop was a pretty open and shut case for me. Got there, viewed what was available and pretty much said I want this one *points to the laptop* and yeah it was purchased, not by me of course. Also with the laptop, my mom encouraged me to get more stuff O_O (it is a first!) so I got a new external harddrive, surge protectors, anti-virus software and a carry bag. I think overall my laptop is not a uber expensive one but I like it so it's not too bad. In the photo it's the middle one haha bronze cause I like the look on bronze especially on hot looking people.
My mom gave me instructions not to tell my brother or sisters about them purchasing the laptop because of the favourite child issue - most families have this right? haha. I still live with all my siblings and we're all relatively close in age. So with that being said, if they knew that I was spoilt more than the other, they'd wonder why they're not spoiled? Not only that, but they'd go though PMS attacks wtih raging emotions of all sorts.
It's not my fault I'm the favourite. LOL I think if I said that out loud, one of the three would have had an attempt to punch my face in. According to them, they are the most favourite ones. Though it's pretty obvious who's the favourite one. I think my parents give me more than what I deserve and I am so thankful for what they've done for me. Love you dad and mom.
_
On the random note, I was talking to this woman who they label as Grandma at work. Here was our conversation:
Grandma: So.. You're going to move away there?
Me: Yep. I'm not sure if I can handle it but I will give it a go.
Grandma: hehe.. Food must be expensive there, isn't it?
Me: Um, I'm not quite sure!
Grandma: Sure it is. You know when I was last there in 1973, the price of steak was $40.
*looks blankly at her*
*she looks blankly at me like she knows she's right.*
Me: I was born almost in the 1990s.
At that moment I was pretty confused.I know my parents current financial situation and my costly year long holiday in another country approaching in less than 5 days, so I didn't know why they offered to buy me a new computer. Though, like any reasonably sane person, who was I to reject their offer or complain about it?
The following day my mom and I at lunch break decided that we'll go visit the computer store after work. I know I told myself I wouldn't do overtime for the last two days at work before I quit, but my mom was stuck training the engineers for another hour and I was stuck waiting for her, so yay to a little extra cash that I initially refused. I actually have never seen her training engineers before but I thought it was neat, though I felt bad disturbing her lecture and cutting her slideshow short.
Surprisingly, purchasing the laptop was a pretty open and shut case for me. Got there, viewed what was available and pretty much said I want this one *points to the laptop* and yeah it was purchased, not by me of course. Also with the laptop, my mom encouraged me to get more stuff O_O (it is a first!) so I got a new external harddrive, surge protectors, anti-virus software and a carry bag. I think overall my laptop is not a uber expensive one but I like it so it's not too bad. In the photo it's the middle one haha bronze cause I like the look on bronze especially on hot looking people.
My mom gave me instructions not to tell my brother or sisters about them purchasing the laptop because of the favourite child issue - most families have this right? haha. I still live with all my siblings and we're all relatively close in age. So with that being said, if they knew that I was spoilt more than the other, they'd wonder why they're not spoiled? Not only that, but they'd go though PMS attacks wtih raging emotions of all sorts.
It's not my fault I'm the favourite. LOL I think if I said that out loud, one of the three would have had an attempt to punch my face in. According to them, they are the most favourite ones. Though it's pretty obvious who's the favourite one. I think my parents give me more than what I deserve and I am so thankful for what they've done for me. Love you dad and mom.
_
On the random note, I was talking to this woman who they label as Grandma at work. Here was our conversation:
Grandma: So.. You're going to move away there?
Me: Yep. I'm not sure if I can handle it but I will give it a go.
Grandma: hehe.. Food must be expensive there, isn't it?
Me: Um, I'm not quite sure!
Grandma: Sure it is. You know when I was last there in 1973, the price of steak was $40.
*looks blankly at her*
*she looks blankly at me like she knows she's right.*
Me: I was born almost in the 1990s.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
my sister
Probably my only other reader, mstpbound, wants to know more about my sister? LOL. I wonder who else reads this. Give me a shout out or an anonymous comment plz
I'm going to apologize first hand at my spelling and grammar.. it's not as great in this post or most post so to speak. It's not that I'm one of those teenibopper kids, it's just that I got lazy.
~
My whole family in general is unconventional, to the extreme.
So for the blog's purpose. I will nickname her Special K.. or maybe just Kay.
Here's a bit of background.
edit// my oldest sister wasn't raised by my parents, she was raised by my grandparents. I think my grandma and my mother had daughters at the same time but my grandma's one died so she took my sister to compensate for that loss. By take, I mean by force. This was back in Asia where my grandparents had lots of power and my grandpa was like king gangster to the point where he was able to command people to take my sister away from my mom. My mom tried to run to the city but wherever she went, she was found and yeah they took my sister away.
Until 2 years ago, my mom cried about my oldest sister. She was missing from our lives. She wasn't brought up in my house, she was still very much a part of my life. She didn't accept me as her brother all that time. My grandparents brainwashed her into thinking like them and in turn she became like them. She didn't believe we were her family. She didn't call my parents mom and dad. Technically I had to refer to her as 'Aunty' but behind closed doors growing up, I would call her sis. She only began to live with us two years ago, after she had an incident with her ex bf smashing her cars into his.
Let me reenact the scenario in my head. 8am in the morning we're having our rare family breakfast and then this sports car that's missing a front bumper and the hood is all smashed in, drives onto the driveway. She asked if she could live with us. From then on, she became officially my sister.
Kay is a unique character. Not a short asian girl, probably like 5'6-7ish and if she wears heels she's a giant. Physically she HAD the best body out of us in the family (but now I do bahah!) though for a girl, i think she's much much better than average. She lost the body she worked so hard to get, because she's a big drinker (drinks alco everynight), smoker and eater! I was so jealous at one stage as to why she was so slim yet she could do all that and get away with it. The tables have turned mwuahuaha!
She listens to the most hardcore black-est music I have ever heard before. The whole pussy eating, sex relating, woman degrading lyrics doesn't seem to phase her for some reason. Yeah she's like a black girl trapped in an Asian body, but she has the most strongest aussie accent I have ever heard. Most people that speak to her on the phone would not be able to tell the difference between her and some white aussies.
Education wise, she had to repeat year 12 because she kept skipping class (basically didn't attend cause' of her cool ways) though surprisingly she did graduate from university before most of her friends that were in the same year 12 class she didn't graduate from. I don't know how someone could bear to cut a 5 year medical science degree down into 3?? Loads of summer schools. What a study freak or a freak in general. I read some certificate in her room under the jacks and jim beams that she's part of that 15% australiasian science society thingo, where it's an invite only society? I have no idea what it is about really.
I heard her best friend is doing a ph.d in some bio-something-science. It's crazy! I remember her. I didn't like her at all cause' she was the biggest party animal I've ever met and she influenced my sister to do all those.. bad things. Is it a trend nowadays that smart people are also the most gangsterish ones?
Though it's been almost two years since she's graduated (now currently 24 years old) she's a sales representative for luxury cars. Thoughts??? So random right?
___
um I don't know where to start actually. In my family, she's graced as being the most luckiest one, and also the most unluckiest one. It's probably how God wants it to be. In contrast to me, I think my luck and bad luck are quite proportionate.
Let's see... we were both on T.V. around the same time! I was on tv because my friend is the most popular girl on some internet site so she asked me to share the limelight with her (and people said i was photogenic Tehehehe) and she was on tv because.... she was racing a friend using some $75,000 company car one night. Apparently the newspaper and tv news report said that she was travelling over 70kms the road limit. =S I remember watching her on tv that night, going hang on.. is that Kay?! *seeing her walking and covering her face, trying to hit the news cameras with her hand on tv*.
nothing too significant to tell.. I MEAN there are heapps of stories it's just i can't recall them. She tried to burn her expensive 4wd so she could claim insurance on it. little did she know she was caught on camera and had to go to court etc etc.
Probably the most recent and already mentioned in the last post was bricking her ex bf's home and car? I remember she was hell heated when she came home, while walking to the toilet she was saying under her breath, "I'll make that dickhead eat fucking bricks"
Talk about anger issues..
Umm.. also if I need to get electronical goods, I always take my sister with me! She's good like that. All the guys flirt with her and she uses that to her advantage. There was some Samsung full definition tv going for $1600 but using her skills and assets, she reduced it to $1100 and was able to include a $100 antennae and a 6 socket wall unit plug. What skill.
ANYWAY I probably should head off my room looks like shit and my luggage has yet to be packed.
I'm going to apologize first hand at my spelling and grammar.. it's not as great in this post or most post so to speak. It's not that I'm one of those teenibopper kids, it's just that I got lazy.
~
My whole family in general is unconventional, to the extreme.
So for the blog's purpose. I will nickname her Special K.. or maybe just Kay.
Here's a bit of background.
edit// my oldest sister wasn't raised by my parents, she was raised by my grandparents. I think my grandma and my mother had daughters at the same time but my grandma's one died so she took my sister to compensate for that loss. By take, I mean by force. This was back in Asia where my grandparents had lots of power and my grandpa was like king gangster to the point where he was able to command people to take my sister away from my mom. My mom tried to run to the city but wherever she went, she was found and yeah they took my sister away.
Until 2 years ago, my mom cried about my oldest sister. She was missing from our lives. She wasn't brought up in my house, she was still very much a part of my life. She didn't accept me as her brother all that time. My grandparents brainwashed her into thinking like them and in turn she became like them. She didn't believe we were her family. She didn't call my parents mom and dad. Technically I had to refer to her as 'Aunty' but behind closed doors growing up, I would call her sis. She only began to live with us two years ago, after she had an incident with her ex bf smashing her cars into his.
Let me reenact the scenario in my head. 8am in the morning we're having our rare family breakfast and then this sports car that's missing a front bumper and the hood is all smashed in, drives onto the driveway. She asked if she could live with us. From then on, she became officially my sister.
Kay is a unique character. Not a short asian girl, probably like 5'6-7ish and if she wears heels she's a giant. Physically she HAD the best body out of us in the family (but now I do bahah!) though for a girl, i think she's much much better than average. She lost the body she worked so hard to get, because she's a big drinker (drinks alco everynight), smoker and eater! I was so jealous at one stage as to why she was so slim yet she could do all that and get away with it. The tables have turned mwuahuaha!
She listens to the most hardcore black-est music I have ever heard before. The whole pussy eating, sex relating, woman degrading lyrics doesn't seem to phase her for some reason. Yeah she's like a black girl trapped in an Asian body, but she has the most strongest aussie accent I have ever heard. Most people that speak to her on the phone would not be able to tell the difference between her and some white aussies.
Education wise, she had to repeat year 12 because she kept skipping class (basically didn't attend cause' of her cool ways) though surprisingly she did graduate from university before most of her friends that were in the same year 12 class she didn't graduate from. I don't know how someone could bear to cut a 5 year medical science degree down into 3?? Loads of summer schools. What a study freak or a freak in general. I read some certificate in her room under the jacks and jim beams that she's part of that 15% australiasian science society thingo, where it's an invite only society? I have no idea what it is about really.
I heard her best friend is doing a ph.d in some bio-something-science. It's crazy! I remember her. I didn't like her at all cause' she was the biggest party animal I've ever met and she influenced my sister to do all those.. bad things. Is it a trend nowadays that smart people are also the most gangsterish ones?
Though it's been almost two years since she's graduated (now currently 24 years old) she's a sales representative for luxury cars. Thoughts??? So random right?
___
um I don't know where to start actually. In my family, she's graced as being the most luckiest one, and also the most unluckiest one. It's probably how God wants it to be. In contrast to me, I think my luck and bad luck are quite proportionate.
Let's see... we were both on T.V. around the same time! I was on tv because my friend is the most popular girl on some internet site so she asked me to share the limelight with her (and people said i was photogenic Tehehehe) and she was on tv because.... she was racing a friend using some $75,000 company car one night. Apparently the newspaper and tv news report said that she was travelling over 70kms the road limit. =S I remember watching her on tv that night, going hang on.. is that Kay?! *seeing her walking and covering her face, trying to hit the news cameras with her hand on tv*.
nothing too significant to tell.. I MEAN there are heapps of stories it's just i can't recall them. She tried to burn her expensive 4wd so she could claim insurance on it. little did she know she was caught on camera and had to go to court etc etc.
Probably the most recent and already mentioned in the last post was bricking her ex bf's home and car? I remember she was hell heated when she came home, while walking to the toilet she was saying under her breath, "I'll make that dickhead eat fucking bricks"
Talk about anger issues..
Umm.. also if I need to get electronical goods, I always take my sister with me! She's good like that. All the guys flirt with her and she uses that to her advantage. There was some Samsung full definition tv going for $1600 but using her skills and assets, she reduced it to $1100 and was able to include a $100 antennae and a 6 socket wall unit plug. What skill.
ANYWAY I probably should head off my room looks like shit and my luggage has yet to be packed.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
hope!
So lately i've been quite depressed over the hairloss situation. I went to consult my GP. Turns out, it's not signs of hereditary hair loss! (HORAY) Since you know, my hair is my confidence (as well as my body), i feel more confidence about myself already!
So this confidence, hopefully not in a temporary state, has lead to more productive matters.. like blogging! and also sorting my life out. I just got a whole lot of shit done which I have been procrastinating like foreverrrRrRrr when really i should have done it yonks ago.
I dropped out of Finance. I know, I couldn't handle the devotion and time and the FREAKEN ADDITIONAL YEARS I HAVE TO DO. No way I want to be out of uni ASAP. Alternatively, I swithced my Finance major into two other minors, Business Economics and Policy Economics, as I would like to get a job in the economic area. TOO bad i know Jack shit about economics! In light of this downfall, i've decided to changed my bookmarks (sigh) from kpop news to the economist. If anyone from Australia knows any good economic sites that talk about Australia and it's relations with other countries, PLEASE by all means link me.
I haven't searched for any yet because I have to wake up at 3 am for work tomorrow. major sigh.
Not really much to update on.
OH my sister broke up with her boyfriend. Last time she broke up with her boyfriend (old one) she drove her sports car into his car consecutively until her front body kit came off and flew above the car and onto the road.
WELL this time (sigh), after breaking up with him.. she smashed bricks into his car and house apparently. Then she was done for drinking over the limit, driving without a license and driving without her supervision plates (because she lost her license for another incident where she was racing her friend in a company car like 70kms over the limit). sigh i don't want to get into details with the history of things but looks like she's making a 360 recovery :) she's jogging and staying home more. That's the sister I like hehe.
So this confidence, hopefully not in a temporary state, has lead to more productive matters.. like blogging! and also sorting my life out. I just got a whole lot of shit done which I have been procrastinating like foreverrrRrRrr when really i should have done it yonks ago.
I dropped out of Finance. I know, I couldn't handle the devotion and time and the FREAKEN ADDITIONAL YEARS I HAVE TO DO. No way I want to be out of uni ASAP. Alternatively, I swithced my Finance major into two other minors, Business Economics and Policy Economics, as I would like to get a job in the economic area. TOO bad i know Jack shit about economics! In light of this downfall, i've decided to changed my bookmarks (sigh) from kpop news to the economist. If anyone from Australia knows any good economic sites that talk about Australia and it's relations with other countries, PLEASE by all means link me.
I haven't searched for any yet because I have to wake up at 3 am for work tomorrow. major sigh.
Not really much to update on.
OH my sister broke up with her boyfriend. Last time she broke up with her boyfriend (old one) she drove her sports car into his car consecutively until her front body kit came off and flew above the car and onto the road.
WELL this time (sigh), after breaking up with him.. she smashed bricks into his car and house apparently. Then she was done for drinking over the limit, driving without a license and driving without her supervision plates (because she lost her license for another incident where she was racing her friend in a company car like 70kms over the limit). sigh i don't want to get into details with the history of things but looks like she's making a 360 recovery :) she's jogging and staying home more. That's the sister I like hehe.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
2oo9"
This year has been the best and the worst.
(small updates)
I'm employed now (horay..) at my mom's place and the work is pretty simple. I put batteries in circuit boards. They pay me very well and force a compulsory 40 hours minimum, (some weeks I do 50). Which is perfect because I really need the money during the break.
My best friend.. at times I really get him! at times I don't.. Lately he hasn't been replying to my phone calls and text msgs. Must be because his parents are back from overseas and he now works two jobs, but hey.. he can at least msg me back. that dick.
~
Bad news is, my hair has become a scary thin texture. It's not like pubes anymore, it's more like arm hair. I have a doctors appointment on thursday to get to the root of the problem! (failed joke.) I think I am seriously malnurished. My eating one meal a day has sped the processss and now im forever sad. Ive done barely any exercise.
So starting from yesterday, I went on a splurge and actually bought food to eat, and i wanna eat three meals a day. I'm also taking multi-vitamins. what else can I do.. hair>weight. and besides I dont think im THAT fat... yet.....
in the meantime ive invested in hats! You know how hard it is to find a hat that fits my head? i got the 7 1/2 homie style hat which is 59.6cm in circumference and it feels liek it's killing the circulation to my brain
//
I'm leaving in less that 24 days. Can you believe it [I can't.] I get the feeling im gonna cry at the airport which for me is a lol because whenever I'm leaving, nobody EVER CRIES FOR ME!! why do they have the biggest smiles when they see me off.. bah. Though seriously, not seeing my family for a year is gonna make me cry. Not seeing my best friend(s) will make me cry even more. and i am not a crybaby. I only ever cry when I'm by myself to be honest.
Recent Reflections:
My life feels like it has been put on hold for so long because of working ful time..
I've basically pushed thoughts of love out of my head, due to how tiresome it can become. I want a relationship in proximity! Not long distance.
My career comes first, before my love interests. Although my family come before my career of course.
Just like any iother human, there are temporary needs to be satisfied, with no strings if possible.
Now i must go, before i get too emo. haha, noo really just kidding. nature is calling.
I mean nature is not calling,
it's gushing out of these unentered anal gates.
peace!
(small updates)
I'm employed now (horay..) at my mom's place and the work is pretty simple. I put batteries in circuit boards. They pay me very well and force a compulsory 40 hours minimum, (some weeks I do 50). Which is perfect because I really need the money during the break.
My best friend.. at times I really get him! at times I don't.. Lately he hasn't been replying to my phone calls and text msgs. Must be because his parents are back from overseas and he now works two jobs, but hey.. he can at least msg me back. that dick.
~
Bad news is, my hair has become a scary thin texture. It's not like pubes anymore, it's more like arm hair. I have a doctors appointment on thursday to get to the root of the problem! (failed joke.) I think I am seriously malnurished. My eating one meal a day has sped the processss and now im forever sad. Ive done barely any exercise.
So starting from yesterday, I went on a splurge and actually bought food to eat, and i wanna eat three meals a day. I'm also taking multi-vitamins. what else can I do.. hair>weight. and besides I dont think im THAT fat... yet.....
in the meantime ive invested in hats! You know how hard it is to find a hat that fits my head? i got the 7 1/2 homie style hat which is 59.6cm in circumference and it feels liek it's killing the circulation to my brain
//
I'm leaving in less that 24 days. Can you believe it [I can't.] I get the feeling im gonna cry at the airport which for me is a lol because whenever I'm leaving, nobody EVER CRIES FOR ME!! why do they have the biggest smiles when they see me off.. bah. Though seriously, not seeing my family for a year is gonna make me cry. Not seeing my best friend(s) will make me cry even more. and i am not a crybaby. I only ever cry when I'm by myself to be honest.
Recent Reflections:
My life feels like it has been put on hold for so long because of working ful time..
I've basically pushed thoughts of love out of my head, due to how tiresome it can become. I want a relationship in proximity! Not long distance.
My career comes first, before my love interests. Although my family come before my career of course.
Just like any iother human, there are temporary needs to be satisfied, with no strings if possible.
Now i must go, before i get too emo. haha, noo really just kidding. nature is calling.
I mean nature is not calling,
it's gushing out of these unentered anal gates.
peace!
Monday, December 15, 2008
hisashiburi
man I hell forgot about this site. I guess I've just been too busy updating everything and everyone else, I haf neglected this one. school was just creeping up my ass.
updates in my life? so much shit has happened, and it's so overwhelming just to type it all.
Though a brief summary include the following:
I finished this semester of university and from the 25th of november, I officially became a bum.
That's right, no job, no school. I just sit around waiting until I start school in APRIL.
it's a long way away right?
hahah.
i love such a cruisy life as my own.
Anyway I think I will be resuming work next year, it's just for this year I want to relax and thing about nothing but myself and ways to further my R&R lifestyle.
updates in my life? so much shit has happened, and it's so overwhelming just to type it all.
Though a brief summary include the following:
- relationships & sex
- meeting guys burning bridges with them, controling strings and being hurt by them.
- assignment stress; being praised by my tutor in front of my whole class for one of my history essays during the only day i decide to SKIP the freaken class. Sigh.
- passing my assignments! Those death essays were out of the way and passed too.
- exams! man they were stressful
- passing my units for this sem!!! way to go mee. not the kinda grade i wanted to get but meh no fails~
I finished this semester of university and from the 25th of november, I officially became a bum.
That's right, no job, no school. I just sit around waiting until I start school in APRIL.
it's a long way away right?
hahah.
i love such a cruisy life as my own.
Anyway I think I will be resuming work next year, it's just for this year I want to relax and thing about nothing but myself and ways to further my R&R lifestyle.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
the mysterious guy
There's this guy at uni I want to know!
He's my height and very manly~
Though I don't know if he likes guys or nething, because truth be told he doesn't come off as the guy who likes guys. No way in a million years.
but why does he keep exchanging looks with me?
[background story]
I was in the university library until midnight last week, and he was there though he had his back faced towards me (a very hot back mind you). He kept turning around 'subtly' though there was really no reason to since I was the only one sitting behind him (maybe around 6/7 meters away from his back). I thought it was strange he kept turning his back at me.. maybe there was something behind me, which I kept trying to check - nothing though. Also I'm visually challenged (wearing glasses because im short sighted) though at the time I could make out he was turning to face me since my vision isn't THAT bad. I kept thinking to myself, maybe it's my vision that was playing up. So in response to that thought, i put some glasses on. It only just reinforced the fact that he was looking at me, with a few more glances.
The jay chou lookalike was around trying to catch my attention i presume but I was so uninterested in him at this moment.
In my uni, the library closes for a few minutes and then reopens again so everybody has to exit and then re-enter.
I exited.
I waited near the door, with my back against the wall reading a newspaper about the party scene.
This guy came by soon after and stood near me. Not only did he do that but he wanted to make himself noticed by me, so he intentionally walked around in my 225 degree circumference of personal space. Little did he know I saw him from a mile away (with my shifty eye).
I stopped reading the newspaper and pretended to type a text message on my phone. He saw me so he pulled out his phone and began to call someone. Then we both entered.
I kept wanting to go to the toilet near him to get a glimpse of him. Suprisingly!! He kept wanting to go to the toilet near me, when there is clearly a toilet more closer to him. Coincidence? I don't know..
//end summary
Yesterday I tried to explain to my best friend what he was doing. I did it by reenacting the scene in the computer area of the library. So yeh, i reenacted the scene.. and maybe I was a bit loud - or she was, but anyway! the message got through.
We finally got up to leave,
when I never noticed that
two rows ahead of me, THAT mysterious guy was there.
I couldn't see him because a white wall thing was covering his face, but he raised his head above and made sure he saw me.
like no way............ maybe he caught me reenacting. Why did he raise his head at me instead of looking at the computer? did he want me to acknowledge that he's there, or that he sawwwwwww the whole reenactment.
Who are you mysterious guy and why are you teasing me!!
He's my height and very manly~
Though I don't know if he likes guys or nething, because truth be told he doesn't come off as the guy who likes guys. No way in a million years.
but why does he keep exchanging looks with me?
[background story]
I was in the university library until midnight last week, and he was there though he had his back faced towards me (a very hot back mind you). He kept turning around 'subtly' though there was really no reason to since I was the only one sitting behind him (maybe around 6/7 meters away from his back). I thought it was strange he kept turning his back at me.. maybe there was something behind me, which I kept trying to check - nothing though. Also I'm visually challenged (wearing glasses because im short sighted) though at the time I could make out he was turning to face me since my vision isn't THAT bad. I kept thinking to myself, maybe it's my vision that was playing up. So in response to that thought, i put some glasses on. It only just reinforced the fact that he was looking at me, with a few more glances.
The jay chou lookalike was around trying to catch my attention i presume but I was so uninterested in him at this moment.
In my uni, the library closes for a few minutes and then reopens again so everybody has to exit and then re-enter.
I exited.
I waited near the door, with my back against the wall reading a newspaper about the party scene.
This guy came by soon after and stood near me. Not only did he do that but he wanted to make himself noticed by me, so he intentionally walked around in my 225 degree circumference of personal space. Little did he know I saw him from a mile away (with my shifty eye).
I stopped reading the newspaper and pretended to type a text message on my phone. He saw me so he pulled out his phone and began to call someone. Then we both entered.
I kept wanting to go to the toilet near him to get a glimpse of him. Suprisingly!! He kept wanting to go to the toilet near me, when there is clearly a toilet more closer to him. Coincidence? I don't know..
//end summary
Yesterday I tried to explain to my best friend what he was doing. I did it by reenacting the scene in the computer area of the library. So yeh, i reenacted the scene.. and maybe I was a bit loud - or she was, but anyway! the message got through.
We finally got up to leave,
when I never noticed that
two rows ahead of me, THAT mysterious guy was there.
I couldn't see him because a white wall thing was covering his face, but he raised his head above and made sure he saw me.
like no way............ maybe he caught me reenacting. Why did he raise his head at me instead of looking at the computer? did he want me to acknowledge that he's there, or that he sawwwwwww the whole reenactment.
Who are you mysterious guy and why are you teasing me!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
Everything is shitting on me at once.
I'm just not handling the stress very well.
T_T
I broke up with my boyfriend 'cause of a lot of contributive reasons.
Yes he was loaded..
but it seems I'm not that materialistic enough to stick by him. (wth)
Yet I'm that superficial enough to not be attracted to him.
sigh :(
however the ex-gf and I are patching up things.
i know.
i'm complicated right?
School is just crap. so much to do so little time to do it in.
I ain't the type of guy to put up with peoples shit--or tolerate attitude
which is what i've been doing a lot..
Ima turn super saiyan and bust a cap in somebody's ass soon.
.. but for now i'll just stick to listening to classical music to sooth my soul.
in depressing moments like these, what do I usually do?
make faces.
T_T
I broke up with my boyfriend 'cause of a lot of contributive reasons.
Yes he was loaded..
but it seems I'm not that materialistic enough to stick by him. (wth)
Yet I'm that superficial enough to not be attracted to him.
sigh :(
however the ex-gf and I are patching up things.
i know.
i'm complicated right?
School is just crap. so much to do so little time to do it in.
I ain't the type of guy to put up with peoples shit--or tolerate attitude
which is what i've been doing a lot..
Ima turn super saiyan and bust a cap in somebody's ass soon.
.. but for now i'll just stick to listening to classical music to sooth my soul.
in depressing moments like these, what do I usually do?
make faces.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Cleaned my room!
Not much on todays news.. I cleaned my room and yeah here it is now ! Hora!
I was tired of sleeping on my clothes every night, and the piles were so high that my back was all weird by the end of last month
I was tired of sleeping on my clothes every night, and the piles were so high that my back was all weird by the end of last month
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Car stuff
Today my Audi a4 got a car CD player and my other car I drive for university purposes got one too!
I'm uber thrilled about the progress of both cars
(and also my ability to degrade it with scratches! ugh!)
My dad put in a red LCD lit stereo in the Audi, which matches the whole theme of the car.
It even has an AUX! (for my iPod)
Unfortunately my uni car has no aux input.
However it does has a new stereo speakers to match :D
zomg I'm thrilled :D I've been sitting in my car(s) for the past hour just fiddling around with it and other stuffs init.
obsessed or what :/
__
:(
I'm uber thrilled about the progress of both cars
(and also my ability to degrade it with scratches! ugh!)
My dad put in a red LCD lit stereo in the Audi, which matches the whole theme of the car.
It even has an AUX! (for my iPod)
Unfortunately my uni car has no aux input.
However it does has a new stereo speakers to match :D
zomg I'm thrilled :D I've been sitting in my car(s) for the past hour just fiddling around with it and other stuffs init.
obsessed or what :/
__
and my new obsession is that..
I MUST HAVE THESE!
I MUST HAVE THESE!
:(
Thursday, October 9, 2008
X-ray scan.
..
I just came back from getting a chest x-ray scan.
Something is going down.
Sounds pretty serious huh.
well..
Not really!
The guy that was doing the x-ray scan was so hot.
Damn his hot asian ass in that business attire.
I was dazed with his face while he commanded me:
"Remove your shirt! take off any necklaces"
Y-y-yeeSSS SIR!
and then he pressed me against some board;
raised my arms up from behind;
rotated me a bit more;
asked for more shots;
sent me to the desk.
:)
I just came back from getting a chest x-ray scan.
Something is going down.
Sounds pretty serious huh.
well..
Not really!
The guy that was doing the x-ray scan was so hot.
Damn his hot asian ass in that business attire.
I was dazed with his face while he commanded me:
"Remove your shirt! take off any necklaces"
Y-y-yeeSSS SIR!
and then he pressed me against some board;
raised my arms up from behind;
rotated me a bit more;
asked for more shots;
sent me to the desk.
:)
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
A guy who can make things happen?
I asked for a job from my boyfriend, for the two months I will be staying with him in his house around December. Since I'm not familiar with the state he lives in nor am I familiar with ANYTHING there, I thought it was going to be impossible. I said it's not going to happen.. lol.
I had the same feeling with the airplane ticket and he ended up doing it! Got me an airplane ticket way under half price of the normal fare.
All he said was "that can be done." and what do you know? the next day I get a forwarded email with the conversation that he is having with some chick (his friend) working in the recruitment agency where all i have to do is email my resume now.
:O connections. amazing. <3
I had the same feeling with the airplane ticket and he ended up doing it! Got me an airplane ticket way under half price of the normal fare.
All he said was "that can be done." and what do you know? the next day I get a forwarded email with the conversation that he is having with some chick (his friend) working in the recruitment agency where all i have to do is email my resume now.
:O connections. amazing. <3
i love my boyfriend
I met my boyfriend and for 4 days we had nothing but awesome memories. Though now I am here alone, I start to miss him more and more. We've been dating just over 2 months and a few days (i dunno how many days lol need to ask him about that).
When I was with him, I felt so secure. I sure felt secure at that moment and security for the future. Doesn't everybody want that? I know it may seem silly but yeah I've always been afraid of getting dumped. I'm always the one being let go if I love to much. And my usual (rather abnormal ) counter - break up with them first. Probably explains why I've never been in a relationship for longer than a month. However this is not the case anymore. He loves me for me and with each day I grow to love him more and more. However the timezones MAY be a bit difficult to work around, he calls me the same time his time (earlier for me) only for me to fall asleep earlier. That's the kind of adjustment i've made for this guy.
You know not one moment did I cry or look sad in front of his face. I thought to myself, maybe i don't really care? I kind of worried myself, because truth be told... I do care! It's just my feelings were hard to express when i was with him cause i felt there was nothing to worry about. On the plane back home and in the car with my best friends.. I just let it out. I cried like there was no tomorrow.
I have so many memories of him. How slightly chubby he is (lol) or us holding hands while I tore the streets with the rental car he got for me; Waking up to each others faces, and our hands still interlocked (wth?) haha; Him making me dinner with a pie that said my name on the front and taste delicious; grocery shopping while I sit on the front of the trolley while he pushes me around through each isle; and how when I ask him questions, he has the answer to everything.
I miss every time I had with him.
and then the radio here played a song that made him cry in the car on the way to the airport. I know I should've been in the same mood he has but my hand was busy putting fingers up at people on the road and swearing at them through the window. His town sure has crazy drivers that burn the fire in my eyes
"Now don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone.."
When I was with him, I felt so secure. I sure felt secure at that moment and security for the future. Doesn't everybody want that? I know it may seem silly but yeah I've always been afraid of getting dumped. I'm always the one being let go if I love to much. And my usual (rather abnormal ) counter - break up with them first. Probably explains why I've never been in a relationship for longer than a month. However this is not the case anymore. He loves me for me and with each day I grow to love him more and more. However the timezones MAY be a bit difficult to work around, he calls me the same time his time (earlier for me) only for me to fall asleep earlier. That's the kind of adjustment i've made for this guy.
You know not one moment did I cry or look sad in front of his face. I thought to myself, maybe i don't really care? I kind of worried myself, because truth be told... I do care! It's just my feelings were hard to express when i was with him cause i felt there was nothing to worry about. On the plane back home and in the car with my best friends.. I just let it out. I cried like there was no tomorrow.
I have so many memories of him. How slightly chubby he is (lol) or us holding hands while I tore the streets with the rental car he got for me; Waking up to each others faces, and our hands still interlocked (wth?) haha; Him making me dinner with a pie that said my name on the front and taste delicious; grocery shopping while I sit on the front of the trolley while he pushes me around through each isle; and how when I ask him questions, he has the answer to everything.
I miss every time I had with him.
and then the radio here played a song that made him cry in the car on the way to the airport. I know I should've been in the same mood he has but my hand was busy putting fingers up at people on the road and swearing at them through the window. His town sure has crazy drivers that burn the fire in my eyes
"Now don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone.."
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
My car, and its series of unfortunate events.
Yesterday I went to university to study from materials only obtain-able in a specific section of the library, and no they don't allow you to loan it. ugh so I basically spent most of my day stuck in this division, trying to take down as much notes as possible.
Afterwards I went out with some friends for lunch/dinner then movies..
I couldn't believe it. I got home and I was on the phone to my boyfriend..... then I got a text message on my phone but didn't realise it until I got my phone.
"I've been trying to call your phone like 20 times. um don't get mad at me.. but.. uhh.. can you check your car-seat if there are any stains??"
I was telling yoshi, hang on I'm gonna go check my car and yeah.. you could have probably guessed my reaction. There's blood on my carseat. :( I went through a range of emotions before settling down to the can't be bothered one.
I just couldn't believe she left period stains on my car seat!!!!
omg and my other friend in the backseat.... oh don't get me started with him.
We went clubbing one night and he got sooo drunk. His name is too long so yeah abr. as hikoki. He kept apologizing to me in the car. I was wondering why are you apologizing?? I took him home. Then I threw my takeaway on the passengers seat, it had soup it in. I thought I just spilt the soup when i went to go check it but..... the seat was wet in places that the soup could never get to. fuck. He pissed on my car seat. You don't understand how unbelievably grossed out I was.
WHY!!!! WHY MY CAR!! I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS :(
Afterwards I went out with some friends for lunch/dinner then movies..
I couldn't believe it. I got home and I was on the phone to my boyfriend..... then I got a text message on my phone but didn't realise it until I got my phone.
"I've been trying to call your phone like 20 times. um don't get mad at me.. but.. uhh.. can you check your car-seat if there are any stains??"
I was telling yoshi, hang on I'm gonna go check my car and yeah.. you could have probably guessed my reaction. There's blood on my carseat. :( I went through a range of emotions before settling down to the can't be bothered one.
I just couldn't believe she left period stains on my car seat!!!!
omg and my other friend in the backseat.... oh don't get me started with him.
We went clubbing one night and he got sooo drunk. His name is too long so yeah abr. as hikoki. He kept apologizing to me in the car. I was wondering why are you apologizing?? I took him home. Then I threw my takeaway on the passengers seat, it had soup it in. I thought I just spilt the soup when i went to go check it but..... the seat was wet in places that the soup could never get to. fuck. He pissed on my car seat. You don't understand how unbelievably grossed out I was.
WHY!!!! WHY MY CAR!! I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDS :(
Monday, September 29, 2008
Quiet Monday
Here I am alone in my house on the computer while my family went out to play sports together. Kind of sad but it's the sacrifice I made to fly, which means I have to cram everything before I leave.
Anyway I leave you with my favourite actor, in his star performance.. LOL.
enjoy~
Anyway I leave you with my favourite actor, in his star performance.. LOL.
enjoy~
Saturday, September 27, 2008
A Fatty Saturday
Just before I go head over to the gym in the other room I thought I'd jump on quickly to write. It never came to my mind. Here I was at home playing Captain Planet with my older sister, using our different WPI (whey protein isolate) containers as our individual power sources (since hers is pink and mine is black) and I completely forgot to call back my beloved. I feel terrible. I hope he knows I love him lots :(
I went to the toilet earlier and I told my baby that I would ring him back, but as soon as I got out of the toilet i got screamed at to get ready for church by my dad and he rushed me to drive there etc etc all in all I didn't end up calling him back.
__
ANYWAY last night I went clubbing with my uni friends. It was really fun and all until some girl came up to us. She then started smiling and talking to one of my friends which is a girl.
"Hey there! I've seen your face online before. Did you use to go out with E?
"Ah yeh.. who are you?"
"My name is (Asshole). Why did you break up with E? He's a good guy."
"Things didn't work out.."
"You know online your face looks fat/chubby but in real life it's actually slimmer than I expected"
"Okay."
"and is your friend *points to my guy friend* gay or something cause' he keeps looking at my friend.."
I didn't actually know this was being said because I was standing a few meters away but from the look of things, i didn't think there was a problem because this random girl was smiling. Upon asking my friend later I discovered that she said this and I was so angry!
Stupid teenibopping girl. I'd bitch slap her face with my ghetto booty.
I was pretty upset about it, even if it didn't directly involve me.
My best friend called me out for lunch the next day and I told him about the whole incident. I asked him if he knew her and he said he does. Then he further added that she actually went on Australian idol and got shut down by the judges. I thought my best friend was just lying but I searched it up. LOL. I felt pretty good seeing her get rejected by the judges, and they did not say nice comments at all on national television.
:) That is all.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Flying
I can't believe it was only booked a few days ago and I'm leaving in less than 5 days to go see my beloved. I know I just mentioned it recently but the excitement is only registering now!!
The last time I went on a plane trip was this February. That was one long-ass plane trip. 10 hours flight minus waiting time and customs etc.
It brings me back to the day when I would fly to the Asia with my family, and while my sister was sleeping, we would stick on her oversized boobs two circular shaped 'Wake Me Up For Meals' stickers. It was amusing since she had her head rested back and mouth hanging wide open at the same time.
_
Yakuza: They are so cool.
The boys and I from uni are planning to go karaoke and dinner the day before I leave, but we thought we might spice it up a bit. Takeshi, Kenshiro and the other boys from my crew are planning to rock up posing as Yakuza. Though of course not like those guys above. They have some yakuza garments.. and not just those crotch pouches. I'm hoping the guys actually have proper materials that leave more to the imagination.
Random but hey, our lives can't always be so linear.
The last time I went on a plane trip was this February. That was one long-ass plane trip. 10 hours flight minus waiting time and customs etc.
It brings me back to the day when I would fly to the Asia with my family, and while my sister was sleeping, we would stick on her oversized boobs two circular shaped 'Wake Me Up For Meals' stickers. It was amusing since she had her head rested back and mouth hanging wide open at the same time.
_
Yakuza: They are so cool.Random but hey, our lives can't always be so linear.
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